The end is here....

The end of chemo, that is.....Yep, I went through my last session of chemo Wednesday and immediately came home and felt so very wiped out. This weekend is going to be a long one, but I have my kids here and a wonderful husband to take care of me. I am glad for it to be over, but worried about where I go from here. I hope it is all gone, I hope the 4 sessions will be enough, I hope to get my life back to normal sometime soon.
I can't help but to think about what may lurk around the corners of life from here on out, though. I would be a fool to say I wasn't worried about whether or not some form of cancer will return. I just have to think to myself all the best and positive things I can, that my life will only get better, that I can ensure my children can be healthier due to this. I know I'm not ready to leave any of them yet, nor am I finished with things to do here on earth. But I will put all my life into getting better and being here for my family and friends and just being.

I feel like I am entering a new realm, being over the chemo part of it all, following the surgery which came after the diagnosis brought on by biopsies due to a lump that started it all. Where do I go from here? For six months my life has been caught up in illness and trying to get better...What comes next? For now I am at the end, but I feel it is only the beginning.....again...